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[plainsugar]

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You seriously ask for it sometimes.

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[trollininthedeep]

More so because if I did, they wouldn't take it or trust that it's actually a peace offering. Even before that happened, I cooked a meal once and no one would eat it because I made it.

[plainsugar]

Whatever.

[trollininthedeep]

It's a long story of dislike, no trust and judgement.

[plainsugar]

Which you're completely innocent of.

[trollininthedeep]

At the time I was. I was hated because of what happened between Marvy-chan and I. When I first arrived in camp, I hadn't done that yet.

[plainsugar]

So why didn't you not do the thing that you did?

[trollininthedeep]

Because time works differently here. Eventually, my memories caught up to the point where I had done it.

[plainsugar]

[ this look \

[trollininthedeep]

Think of it like this. Say this happens to you before you become a Kamen Rider but everyone knows you will be one. The monsters from your world are attacking you because to them, you're the enemy but you don't know why.

[plainsugar]

And?

[trollininthedeep]

And nothing. Eventually things will even out and then you go with the motions of trying to kill each other because that is the role you're given.

[plainsugar]

I don't like that.

[trollininthedeep]

Neither did I but, can't do anything about it.

[plainsugar]

. . .

[trollininthedeep]

[Excuse you, I know I'm going to die so I can be as defeatist as I want]

[plainsugar]

Find some way to make up for it.

[trollininthedeep]

excuse me?

[plainsugar]

You heard me.

[trollininthedeep]

I'm still questioning if you're serious.

[plainsugar]

I'm totally serious.

[trollininthedeep]

What's in it for me if I did try?

[plainsugar]

Do you have a conscience at all?

[trollininthedeep]

Sure. It's telling me not to bother wasting my time making an effort to do something that will result in nothing.

[plainsugar]

What do you want in return?

[trollininthedeep]

Can you offer me something that I'm interested in?